She brings me close to a soul I was once so acquainted with. A soul whose heart once pulsated as one with mine. A soul whose world I often saw through in her mesmerizing eyes.

www.whatbullareyoutalkingabout.blogspot.com.

Hey suckers, I've (most probably)moved, thank you very much. Ask me on MSN if you bother to. Or I will tell you if I decide to. In the meantime, linking back to this lame blog will do.

Sorry but I couldn't resist.

Okay I really quit school. I'm bleeding like fuck and tomorrow I think I'm calling the agency to look for a vacancy, I hope. I'm like some aimless wanderer now and my sms is exceeding and soon my bill will exceed and my sister is going to kill me.

I remember Hole telling me about Yuki and yuck, Yuki you turn me off. I hate to say this but you bring shame to what's already left of our school. AND BY THE WAY, I SAW SEBASTIAN'S PIC AND HE IS BOTAK(HAHAHAHAHA). I've been such a bitch lately and no it's not because of PMS. PMS as in pre-menstrual syndrome, not pre-marital sex. Okay maybe it's because of PMS which made me feel like some stupid fug, but I want to find twits to bitch about(I'm so nice I only do twits) and I want attention. I feel so lonely suddenly. My only friend is Xavier, and he is imaginary.

You know what, I'm thinking of shifting this goddamn blog.

I'm hungry. :( I still miss the old times and I miss the times I said I wanna eat an Oreo cheesecake from Starbucks. I miss writing letters and drawing stupid stuff on them... I miss the times when I could just laze at my desk and drool to sleep while listening to my mp3 during free periods. I miss having the girls around me talking bullshit and laughing like crazy. I remember Cherlyn was always being so nice by helping to organize my locker stuff. I remember there was a time when I was upset and couldn't finish my work and everyone suddenly circled around me, took the colour pencils and helped me colour my stuff and brightened up my day.

I remember I used to run away from Gek during Amath because she would always force me to stay in class even if I was having free periods. I would hide in the library and later sneak into the classroom from the back door and squat behind Cherlyn, then secretly chat with her at the back. Gek was forever so patient with me. If I didn't bring my Emath materials, she would sometimes lend her mine or help me find one. I never really did her homework and she never really chased after me for them(I wonder why she chased after the others). I miss Hole and it makes my day whenever she drops little things on my desk early in the morning. I remember Eunice the slutty secretary always hugs me so tightly and does sick little things with me.

Okay shit I'm stuck in the past. But I love my memories. I wonder how the hell I used to write in my letters, if anyone of you still keep any of my crappy letters kindly throw them away, because I know they're definitely gonna reflect how bullshitty I am in the past haha.

God I wanna eat Oreo cheesecake. Pfft.

Blogging is a chore, reading is a PITA. I guess I'm getting out of here.

Pluto isn't part of the planet system, and guess what? You can find me there.

Goodbye!

Hihi I'm at my sister's place again and I happened to find some interesting pictures in my documents.




I was trying some stuff on photoshop and played around with those two images.


At Show's autograph a 43231 years ago.


I was at Genting.


I never took this ride.


That's Jessica my cousin, I think I remember myself telling her that she looked ghostly in this picure haha.


And this is Edwin, Jessica's brother and my cousin. He's an annoying smart little boy and I make fun of him.



Haha okay bye.

I just got to know a girl named Pinky, and she says she loves my name because she is a fan of Angela Zhang Shao Han. When we exchanged our contacts, I told her that I would be quitting school and she responded with a shocked face. And all of a sudden I can't bear to leave. SHIIIIIT. Alright, I'm not that sentimental actually. Reason why I'm leaving Pee Jay See for good is that I hate the lectures there, I don't wanna go for PE and I have no interest in the subjects I'm taking. Fuck I'm such a lazy ass. (please don't think I quit school because there's no eyecandies - actually there aren't any anyway)

I bumped into Cecilia yesterday at Tiong Bahru and it was such a horrible coincidence because she actually caught me scandalizing on the spot. I was being such a retard towards her at the control station yesterday. And I ponned my lectures yesterday morning so I practically napped through the entire morning at the canteen with Claudia. We had our first class interaction later in the day so I got to know new people. There was a pair of twins and then this Bukit Batok girl who seemed really amiable and nice to be friends with. But looks like I'm never gonna get to know them more... since I'm quitting.

I went back to Crescent for CCA day and slacked around the booth with Kelly. It was raining quite heavily then and the girls were all so loud and shrilly(shit I miss the old times). I saw Hole and Wai Man and I saw many familiar faces and I bumped into Fucker outside the library(FUCKER I MISS YOU). After the booths were cleared by the end of the day, Kelly and I went to Mac's and we reminisced the old times. Old as in not really the really old times but you know, the old times. And we talked about Cheetah.

Wai Man is giving tuitions to kids and when I asked her for lobangs, she doubted my sincerity and refused to believe that my ambition is to BECOME A TEACHER(okay actually it's not really my main goal since I'm more into designing), but HEY, I CAN TEACH. I'm nice and friendly and I love kids. Believe it or not, I was about to join the Reading Club in Pee Jay See and read books to little kids. And no, I won't be reading them in hokkien. My mission is to read books to kids and make them and myself happy.

Okay I'm gonna get my mom to call the school on Monday and help me opt out of this wonderful shit. Byebye Pee Jay, I'll miss some of you. And Claudia be careful when you go to school every morning, I just got to know a STALKER eeew.

Pee Jay is like goddamn boring and I'm rotting to bits and pieces in the lecture halls. If I have bothered to work harder, I would probably be in See Jay now with all the IJ eyecandies. But well you all know I prolly never would. And I forgot to borrow my slut uniform even though I think I'm quitting school next week!(and the potential provider isn't replying me shit)

Cecillia messaged me this afternoon but I fell asleep halfway. I bet she misses me since she asked me why I'm quitting school soon(and refuses to admit it), and everyone's calling me pig cause I'm just so lazy whenever it comes to everything. But I can't stop smiling like an idiot wherever she replies me, because her candid photo keeps popping up on my screen whenever she sends me a message. So does Melissa's, which amuses me pretty much. And right now Hen Jian is telling me supposedly funny jokes which do not seem to be funny at all, but I'm equally entertained.

By the way I think I've already figured out who that girl in the picture is, I just saw her on the bus today(I give it an eight!). And to my recent discoveries Tinkerbell just got her heart broken, I hope someone fixes it for her soon. I wonder who will return to school tomorrow for CCA day? Probaby quite alot of people... Perhaps I would see CG there and maybe I would talk to her if I do. And thank God and heaven and earth and hell, I don't have PE this week which means I won't get to run 3km for heaven's sake. It will probably kill me just to run and I hate running.

Today I ponned lessons and took a different route home so Claud and I boarded the bus to town. She actually suffered from motion sickness(it's the first time anyone puked before I did) so we stopped at Heeren and went to the washroom for her to empty her stomach. When she came out, she announced proudly in Chinese, "aah, I don't ever wanna get pregnant again." Hello we're in our Fairfield uniforms, how could you say that and ruin the school's image!!!

And I actually attended GSC with Claud(although I wasn't supposed to take that subject and never aced it). It was actually pretty fun and I kept mimicking the teacher and slept through most of it. The ah bengs in the room actually aced their Chinese and it's so scary because their Chinese is so good. The teacher even thought everyone attended GSC(but in fact there was one missing dude and I replaced him).

MY SISTER JUST BOUGHT THIS AYUMI MAG AND THERE'S MIKA AT THE BACK. She's so hawt(even better than Vivian haha Claud are you satisfied).

Aiya, wo hao men ah. Anyone coming to Pee Jay tomorrow PAY ME A VISITKTHXBYE.

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